推 Astragali: (hug 12/24 18:50
the carpenters
solitaire
http://youtu.be/0tgfBabA1_U
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是漆黑的恨造成的這個我。
心內充滿著磨得太濃太黑的墨，濃稠的濃稠的濃稠的憎惡滿到杯緣。
天知道我有多恨這家人。
終有一天，到一個誰也找不到我、誰都再也無法認知到我的地方去。
這是不是我對死亡的期望呢。
必須死得沒人知道。
必須不得人所愛。
我所期望的、最終的犒賞
就只是永遠的孤獨嗎。
"Doesn't make a lot of sense to me," Monk replied.
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There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love
Through his indifference
A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
Within his silence
* And solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
**And keeping to himself, he plays the game
Without her love, it always ends the same
While life goes around him everywhere
He's playing solitaire
A little hope
Goes up in smoke
Just how it goes
Goes without saying
There was a man
A lonely man
Who would command
The hand he's playing
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然後，下禮拜是更多的抽血檢驗（笑）
表現得非常憤怒。
我到底在氣個甚麼勁啊（笑）
喔我好想聽K唱歌，好想聽，但手機裡只有K跟我說碰到不順事情的留言錄音。
我好想，真的好想，但我是比較擅長孤獨的，而且要努力就是兩個人一起痛
不能也實在無法真的像chasing cars裏頭寫的
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
http://youtu.be/GemKqzILV4w
不能，因為小蜜蜂必須工作而齒輪必須運轉
是不能的。
啊，就是有人當面對我說「癡人說夢也該有個限度吧」
想來也是不可能把我從這種幻想拖出來的吧。
因為世界就是該長這樣。
不，它就是長這樣子的。
有甚麼問題嗎？
※ 編輯: s00azure (218.103.241.18), 12/24/2014 18:48:37