[陰天] utter nonsense

[s00azure (- 班長 -)]

最近很常放radiohead
腦袋裡 電腦上 都是

然後
連續兩天醒來的當下 腦袋在放karma police
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uYWYWPc9HU

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
When you mess with us


其實並不存在
放火燒了但不存在
那並不是 你的敵人



喝了點酒
昨天
不足以讓我睡著


I will not break
might spill but still
no one can make me
no one can break me

If you long for stories you'll have to ask for it
If it's out of curiosity I'll have to suggest you not to
If I die the show will be
complete
And that's the best I can give
you
all.



忽然懂了
這道門的緊閉守著的
是我最後
最後的驕傲
自負


(Pride is the fine line
 between life and death)


我最後的所有





你可以打開它
你有這樣的權力
鑰匙就在這裡
看啊

你可以打開它
門沒鎖
是缺了手把
但你還是可以打開它

你可以打開它
牆上沒有號誌
你沒有問
門沒有說






即使打開它意味著我
這個概念
的崩潰 及重新構築的必須
你還是
會打開它嗎？

這對你來說 就像對我來說一樣
這麼重要嗎








Radiohead - Just
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_qMagfZtv8

You do it to yourself
you do
and that's what really hurts
you do it to yourself
just you
you and no one else
you do it to yourself
you do it to yourself





This place is safe
This place is safe
This place is safe
This place is safe 我鍥而不捨

臉在膝蓋上腿在手臂下
甚至讀也不讀

一天
在殼的最裡面




這是代價 還是後果呢
「垃圾跟廢物到底有甚麼不同啊」（joke intended）
垃圾/廢物收集箱說
主觀程度的不同
是主觀程度的不同


I am in this shit
and I don't want to share a piece of it with any one of you
But yeah you can feel the taste of it
Is it so hard for you to see that?





What's the point, in the end?
我只是一團欲望膨脹的肉塊



But this isn't about me.
It's about me not doing what I'm supposed to do.
Not caring enough.
I with my isolation does not care enough about whatever that's here.

Which is actually funny because I don't see how islands can care about the
continents the way plains do.
On the other hand,
maybe I really don't.

Does that even make sense?
Because it seems to me that none of these make any sense at all.



啊
那麼說 就是代價呢


I have failed to fulfill the requirements
As a result they will have to take something away from me
But does that make any sense to you?
No?






放了一把不曾存在的火
偽善
但那並不是
我的敵人

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※ 編輯: s00azure (219.77.129.48), 09/12/2016 05:31:02
推 Shuan222: 聽太多真的會洗腦然後一直迴盪歌曲哈哈還有簽名檔XDDDD
推 lisbestod: 非常理解，自尊已經是自我的最後一根支柱......
推 kthurt: 很愛這個團，喜歡A Wolf at My Door
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