You're in the garden; You're where John is,
in the dirt, abstracted, holding his green trowel.
This is how he gardens: fifteen minutes of intense effort,
fifteen minutes of ecstatic contemplation. Sometimes
I work beside him, doing the shade chores,
weeding, thinning the lettuces; sometimes I watch
from the porch near the upper garden until the twilight makes
lamps of the first lilies: all the time,
peace never leaves him. But it rushes through me,
not as sustenance the flower holds
but like bright light through the bare tree.
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感覺葛綠珂被耶穌（或所謂，神）吸引又無力留駐
而我大概對於葛綠珂這樣的事物也是
葛綠珂雖美，我想我是跟他不同道（吧）
神雖然虛無飄渺，毫無存在的實證，幾乎像個騙局
但沒有神的土地（不管是腳下或心裡的）又是多麼荒蕪
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ikea
頂樓風大
7-11關東煮、養樂多，冰美式
狀況500，遊戲區
急診，林小姐，一公分撕裂
手術
買一送一餐券，恐龍
阿媽的情況（認知、廁所）
阿媽手做卡片：孫悟空、豬八戒
阿公阿媽帶走弟，我們帶豬去吃小熱狗
帶豬回區公所睡覺，冰美式
太太心煩意亂
鍋貼25
Is ikea tent safe?
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面對現實，絕望與不絕望也許差異不很大
而絕望是心境澄明，不絕望是望德
語言真同時是詭詐、救贖，與通往非語言的路徑及/或歧途
不倚靠語言何以超越語言
但倚靠語言又怎麼超越語言？
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只能先寫到這
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