[Talk] I feel lonely

[dosandonts (米粉般的女人)]

My friend, Mr. young boy doesn't want me to contact him too frequently.
Even he doesn't want me to contact him anymore.

He said that he hopes that I can live my life better without contacting
him for 365 days.
He needs some space for himself and he doesn't like me to be closer to him.

I have thought about the reason why he would say those hurt words.
It's because I am not charmimg and I don't attract him at all.

It's all about my chrisma which is too little and hardly felt good.

I blame on myself for being so boring and stubborn like shit.
If I am Lin Chi Lin or I am Vivian Hsu, I would be accepted by him for sure.

Nevertheless, I should improve myself to be a popular idol or model with
skinny shape, not the current stature.

How about you if you fall in love with a boy who is younger than you?


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→ richmond1223: does he know you are interested in him?
→ dosandonts: Certainly.
→ tomorrow123: "there is nothing you can do to make him love you
→ tomorrow123:  more or love you less."
→ tomorrow123: forget about him and find someone else
→ dosandonts: how about forget about myself?
→ oda2007: I don't think you should blame youself. God! As the
→ oda2007: saying goes, "Every dog has his day", I am sure that
→ oda2007: you would have your day, found your Mr.Right.
→ oda2007: And please, don't blame yourself, because it reminds
→ oda2007: me of myself. Well I'm not an optimist actually.
→ oda2007: To be honest it's hard for me to behave this way.
→ oda2007: In my shorter life-it is likely that I'm younger than
→ oda2007: you, lady, I almost lost everything-friends, brief,
→ oda2007: let alone my youth...oh, my apologies, I do know my
→ oda2007: unfortune won't help you a lot, these're nonsense,
→ oda2007: but who knows? Your word did strike me in a ridicious
→ oda2007: way, no offence, I never thought words from stranger
→ oda2007: would touched me so much, perhaps it's my reflection.
→ oda2007: Speaking of love, I fell in love with several girls-
→ oda2007: pardon, I'm a male, only one of them who I actually
→ oda2007: had spoken, I met her in a volunteer club, she's a
→ oda2007: common girl, but I fell, yeah, "fell" in love with
→ oda2007: her so quickly, by the way she's older than me.
→ oda2007: At first I tried to just be friend with her, but it
→ oda2007: was hard to suppress my feelings afterwards, so you
→ oda2007: can see, I told her all of this eventually. And...she
→ oda2007: rejected me. From that time on, it seems that hope of
→ oda2007: get rid myself of single is less from day to day.
→ oda2007: In the end I must confess that I made a huge mistake
→ oda2007: in my typings, I wish he's your Mr.Right, and again,
→ oda2007: may god bless you and your love.
→ dosandonts: The Truth is .. If we don't blame ourselves,
→ dosandonts: nobody has any faults to be blamed.
→ oda2007: Then let it be. Blame is useless of changing almost
→ oda2007: anything, but it would bring some relief, though.
→ dosandonts: I thought he would be interested in
→ dosandonts: making friends with me.
→ dosandonts: However things aren't so simple.
→ dosandonts: Of which I am sad about myself.
→ oda2007: It's hard to keep your love of someone who doesn't.
→ digirss: If you don't like yourself  then who else can do that
→ digirss:  ? you need love yourself more.
→ sangola: A better way to forget someone is to find another one