[Talk] Alas

[dosandonts (希望別當豬)]

Alas, why can't I own the common life?

Why can't I have marriage like a common person?

Why can't I have a stable job like a common person?

I feel regretful that I met my professor on 2003/9/16.

If I hadn't met my professor, would I live a happy life?

Why should it be me?

Please see the movie:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-ASYlvodZQ

"a liter of tears"

Why should it be me???

I usually go to 7-11 and sit there, cry loudly.

My father said: "It's because you meet!"(妳遇到了)

I don't know if I have the courage to commit suicide?

I really don't have the happiness in my life.

Can I have the courage to commit suicide?

I just think that I am so young and I have not bad conditions.

But I need to die painfully???? Why?????

Is there anyone that can tell me why it is me?

Thx

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